Time to RUn?

I once again find myself facing a decision. I feel like I need to disapear for a while. I mean like I used to, just go , no notes ,phone nothing. It has gottten to the point he invites them over while I am here as though I am not. I left this time to get the hell out and he called wondering where I was, after he was done of course. about an hour later. It is my own damn fault I think it is time or the Wolf to leave this oack for a while and just once again run. I wish I could run with a WOlf I love, but I ruined that a while ago because I did not speak my mind, I can still hope he would though. It is what keeps me whole