Feeling like the Outsider I am

Today here in Worcester Mass, was a strange day. Met Mom and Dad and Aunt Anita here at the hotel. We had a great visit and a wonderful lunch.
I am feeling thought like how Aunt Lydia must feel at times. A life outside of the Council of 12, but related to it. I mean it has been over 20 years since I left Boston. Only in the last few (2006-now)have they been even in a small part of my life. Thom was a huge part of getting them back in my life. However, there is still the 12+ Years that they had nothing to do with me. I evolved and grew on my own, for better or worse. They know nothing of the few friends I do have and still do not want to know. My life in Leather,Cooking, and the times we have met on the road as I criss-cross the country. THom had me at the end and his family. Who will I have. After all the end is close

Well once again it has been months since the last posting. It was a weird time for me between then and now. Many ways still is. I am finding that I am not so much coming to terms with Thom,s passing as I am getting used to it. THe house is of course empty when I return from the road. Jake is still around but lives out at the camp while his Master runs the roads earning money for his and my food. The funny thing is about Jake, he will NOT go into that house anymore. When Thom passed that was it. Have to admit that Jake is doing better out there and is actually enjoying it a lot. Not bad for a 15 year old dog. I am going to try and get better at writing more and not just when I am feeling down. Today for example I started a 50 day trip. The trip is for a Broadway traveling company doing the show Avenue Q. Should be a lot of fun. Right now just deadheading out to Montana to meet them. THe show will finish up with me in Huntsville Alabama on or about April 23rd. So this should be fun.