My Guide

My Guide
I follow thier ways

Monday, July 31, 2006

Adn so the world goes round

SO Again I sit and ponder what is. Weird I know but with good reason I allow it to continue. The wolf will survive and prosper as it should. What direction must it go, how should it proceed. Bold, brash and loud. Stealthy,slowly and with great mystery. The main thing is go. Always forward and never back.

Still being chased is very ego boosting. Others feel hurt and that bothers me. Things like this should not, buhey do. What is so wrong with being looked at with eyes that undress you. For so long those eyes were always for others. That was OK. To say this was not a nice feeling  would be to lie. This has been great, and I hope it does not end soon. When the time comes it does, I will accept it, and go one as always. Those that matter wil still be there, those that were along for this part of the ride will as always go for the bigger and better. The next big thing as it was. They are the ones who will always be lost,wandering, and wanting. The focus I am experiencing is new to me. I only hope I am not imagining it. The road ahead looks better each day. The road is and always will be where I find peace. She never lets me down. Always calling me to here freedom, and endless ways. Stories yet to hear and those already told. Some I have been in, and others I will be. That is up to her. Like a woman the road is mysterious, quiet, and loud all at once. Always though..there.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

One more unto the breech old freinds

I see from afar in time a distant glow of the past, but no, it is now. What looms ahead is the past about to repeat and we are letting it. Remember this, last time we did not have the ability to annihilate the planet, this time.....Well. The cold war was scary but we knew who we were dealing with. This time there are no borders,uniforms,or faces. What does history hold? Turn the page.

Things on the home Front as usual are up and down and one sided again. The catch is this time I have someone chasing me and making me feel special and wanted. It seems wrong to feel what I am feeling. Wrong to have these parts of my ego touched and caressed in such a pleasant way. Not by just one but several. I guess it will not last but I am enjoying it so much that I cannot stand it let alone believe it is actually happening. Nice to feel young and wanted again. not bad for 40.