New Month and Old Concerns

Once again I find old fears lurking in the coners and me in the middle of a full blown panic attack. I do not mind these gifts I have but they have grown so powerful I fear I may not learn to keep them controled. The one that bothers me most is the distance I can now achive. THe accuracy is even better. I will one day know why I can do this but I hope it is soon. It will ahppen when it is supposed to, or when I want it to. It is to the point I now talk aloud to the house and it worries my partner because the house is responding, andhe knws it. LOL He almost left theother night because of it. Now that I am home again it has been quiet. What does history hold.. turn the page