The road is to long

I have heard that if you travel far enough you will meet yourself. I have and I am not thrilled. I have run headon to many of my lives and persons in the past weeks. I now know what I have felt is true, Aids was supposed to happen and as I feared, I am not to have stable long term anything. I am surprised at the seven years I have had already in this life. I take comfort in this, I have left an impression on those I have touched some good some bad, but always who I was and am