Today is not the easiest. I was on the road and ONLY because I was coming in that same day, I was told that my Dog, Fozz-E-Bear was loose. Apperently he got out and they ave no idea when or how he got out. Does not seem that they care anyway. He is 10 years old, and is not afraid of cars because he grew up on the Tractor-Trailer. I wish I knew where he was and how long he had been gone before they noticed. I love that dog more than I love humans. ANY HUMAN. This is not gong to be an easy day at all

Well it has been a real interesting 2 months to 2010 for sure, not good but real. Tom is slowly and surly everyday slipping further and further to the final night. He cannot speak at all and is really having trouble dealing with any situation that is put before him. Not fun for him or those around him. He keeps yelling I AM NOT A CHILD and do not need to be watched. The burn marks on the rug, the Ensure stains on the floor and carpet as well as the falls from his Wheel Chair say other wise. He tries to do for himself, good for him. However, the ensuing mess that results is amazing indeed. I have to clean what he cleans, re-do all he does. I just do it where he cannot see me follow behind him. The up and down all night is the really tough part indeed. I love him dearly and feel guilty for saying I wish this was over for him soon. He is doing the one thing he never wanted..existing, not living. This has become so frustrating for him. Things otherwise here have been OK. Weather has been so COLD for here this time of year. My heat is still on and is usually off by now for 3 weeks. Looking better finally this week. The Silver Aura I look for surrounding trees and plants has begun to appear. YEA!!!!! Spring is here. I am so happy