I am now pretty sure that I am just an ends to a means and the time has come to run as a lone Wolf again. I made a point of having "fun" with Tom and as tired as I was from driving all night, I think I did real good. Well, last night before I left for Fayeteville, he lef me at the house and went to play. NOt so bad except he went with a friend. Nice huh? Well I just rested, after all I had a 600 mile Drive to start at mid night. SO here I am in my hotel getting ready to sleep, feeling a little loopy as well. I sit here as I have many times..Alone. I am not upset or surprised. I am just letting myself become How I always become. A seperate loner fron the pack. I will jus breeze in and out and keep myself the Home Base I have made for me. My safe Place. THis is only for me now. Strange I am not upset or angry anymore, jus...quiet
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