Weird day and night

Been a weird couple of days. Back on the road again and loving it of course but yet feel oddly like I am out of time and place. I am watching and old axiom come true right before my eyes. If you travel far enough, you will meet yourself or one of your lives. I have run into my life from Boston and here HARD. The one I did not and sill do not like wsas the Boston one. I was two people there, who those there wanted me to b.e and who I really am. All i can say is thank God those that know me in Boston Now, KNow ME!! not that fake for family person I have learned to dislike a lot.  This life here has been like tboth in one way. I seem to come into peoples lives, then with out wanting to they leave. SOmetimes I see why I was needed sometimes don't, but I always feel empty. I especcially feel like this when it is people I then and now truly loved then and now. THere are some major exeptions were I was needed and I got to stay in there lives. I am sad to say it is very few, but they are true friends. I am so grateful for them,