For every action...

I seem to have forgtten that for every action there is a reaction. I have taken the action everyone was helping to go for , now it looks as though there may be a reprecussion fron the one person who pushed the hardest for this new direction. We shall just have towait and see how this plays out. I am hopeful that all in the end will come out as it shouldand I am sure it will. I am not sure of the outcome, howevere i do know it will be as it should and I will have to accept it. This is most likly just my nerves getting in the way of something new in my life. Job,Family, any change can cause these feelings. I amtruly worried though. I am getting them stronger than usall. I am trying to write this of to the fact that everytime I have an episode,those gifts of mine grow exponetaouly every time. I ttrey and get used to this, but how can you. Before all this happend, it was bad enough. Now it is off the chart. We shall see. THe finding all the new address and numbers after each trip is really getting to me. Probley nothing, but yet