Well here i sit during my first offical for pay for hire in some time. Looking foward to getting back into the swing of things. Probely will not take as long as I thought,seem to being getting right back into the swing of things with no effort. I am finding myself questioning everthing today. Happens when I have to much time to think. Mind does not want ot sut down, So I wind up going exestencial on my self. Sometimes fun because I go fantasy and science fiction, the times like today I do not enjoy. I was questioning my own exsitence. I have had 5 brushes with my friend the reper. This last time and the one before, I woke up here and asked why? My Doctor the last time said HOW???
Goes to show you my old saying is so true, Want to hear God laugh.....
Tell him your Plans! Sounds hard to say, but I lived through these boughts often enough to know it is true. He has a plan and when I have done my part it will be time to go, not before. This I can accept. I also no longer fear death. A strange peace comes to you when you make that relization. Lifes little trials, become...well small.
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