another day

I am asked why I drive. I give the appearance of  a home body sometimes. I guess I tend to agree to a point. What people do not know,and sometimes choose not to understand, is my spirit needs to be wandering. It as though I am on a mission. Today,a person who deserves the title of being called my brother even more so than my real brother,Reminded me of why I can travel and be OK with it. My ties to my sanity are not through things they are from bonds that defy explanation by know science. Connections some would call psychic,others witchcraft or nonsence. I have learned this stuff is real and have since I was very young. All my mothers family are gifted this way. I have learned later in life, My Dad as well. Due to them not bulding crazy stories of it, or saying it was wrong we were in fact encourage to use these gifts and develop them. They have great ups and some really bad downs. Example being, in a crowded room. I can feel all the people, If in a situation like Southern Decadence, when emotions are hi and loose, I cannot control the sudden onslaught of emotion,I panic attack. Leaving the room of course is option one. It is not always possable. I t is terrifing to feel so many hopes and dreams, fears and worry all at once. Thi shas let to the ties that keep me grounded and keep me .......ME       One in particualr bonded with my life forever ON SITE. He alone is the Anchor of my life here. A freind who has left ths world is my other tie down on the other side. I only hope that I am being his in some way. So to you the WOLF in my life, the world needs to know I feel you every day in every facet of my life. I am grateful. Thank you. 

I also travel to see things like the pictures above. Never be afraid to travel, learn new things and meet new people. Had I had that fear, I would have not met the man who has earned the right to be called my brother here and beyond. whatever happens.  Well time for a COCKTAIL through the special door my freind. I love you with all I am