Well here I sit at home. Was wanting to go to the woods. He blew his stack and to keep the peace I stayed behind. This is getting beyond the point where he is enough to keep me here. I know myself well enough to know this. I will not leave. I was brought out by Old Guard. Honor above all else. Truth to yourself. That sounds so archaic in todays world. It is who I am so .....oh well.
Again I walked. Only the park area. There it happened again. A solatary Fox just enjoying the creek near the house. I live in the City but my neigborhoods unique style allows for animals to come deep into the city and out along a river bed. We stood looking at each other for a long while. Then calmly it retreated to the woods like it was leaving a friend after a good long talk. The dogs are restless too. Jake especially. We know each other after 11 years. He knows the run instinct in me is strong. He cannot anymore. Wants to but cannot. I am here in a Small house that to me seems like a Palace with way to many rooms. Even last night our bed seemed enourmous. What the hell to do
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