Well now I know

Well they say better to know than not. Ihave at least a round about way of now I know. Tom was on the phone with me and telling me how a mutal freind things that we are having trouble. He says he is letting Mic think that, but actions speak louder than words. Even close freinds are having there doughts. I am strangly comfortable with this. I will at least if nothing else I have a railer and the road, and for now peace of mind if the shoe finally drops. I will let him make any move if there is one to make. I do relize that my instincts will rule me evnetually and I will always be there for him and always when needed. That of course is based on if the feelings are true. If not then there is nothing to worry about except for this sex adddiction. That wether or not the other stuff was going on is still there and I have to deal with it. Well I am  on the road again and it is brining me comfort, and peace of mind as it always has.So time to roll and chill behind the wheel of 39,000 lbs of tranqulizer.