Well today is day one of this adventure into my soul. I figure someday it will make sense to me if not any one else. I have been quite sick the past few years and now am slowly returning into the world as a productive person again.
Having AIDS is an up and down battle all the time. Some good days, some bad. Today was a bad day. In order to keep my house, I had to make choices. Pay Credit cards and such, or the morgage. Well no hard choise there. Well the heat pump is on the wa out(gone acually) and I cannot even get a loan enough to replace it. So I may not have heat the rest of the year or A/C this summer. Living in Florida it is the heat I can deal with, not the cold. We shall se were this goes, but I am begining to think that I should have given in to this malady this summer and just die instead of fighting it. Who knows.
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