I give up

I am getting pissed with this set up. I live and, I find myself wishing now I had not. I am trying to get myself back into the work world, one because I can, two because I like to work. My health has come back enough so I can work again and mabye get my carear of and running again. Well now all the peole who know I am sick and 1 gnats hair from bacnrupty, want money NOW. Well they keep it up and they will be SOL because I willeither drop dead or file. Then it is oh shit. Screw it, I am just going to go to bed. I hope I have some sleep stuff here