Time for another entry. Here it is the beginning of March, and I am in Delaware for the night. Right now Wilmington, then on to Newark for the night. This group is driving me crazy. The supposed leader is a bigger kid than the students. Example tonight. He realizes that he has NO SLEEPING ACCOMMODATIONS for the Group other than 7 out of 51 people. He then cancels my room before he secures another. This is ridiculous. The next big move is tomorrow into NYC for a concert in Queens after some sight seeing in Manhattan. They planned there trip as if I could cross Manhattan as easy as they cross a street in Tallahassee, Fl. 

   The Doctors' visit was not my best, Counts are not coming down and that "Growth" on my backside is not going away. The Nuropathy is definitely advancing fast. I have been using the cane a lot more than usual, and it really irks me to no end. I guess this is all part of it. 

 The Bank is once again trying for the house, based on an illegal loan and it is pissing me off. The IRS is again going after money that was settled 8 Years ago. I am about ready to call it quits and just hang it all up and say fuck it all. ENOUGH DAMIT!!!! ENOUGH! 
  
  Things in the emotional department not better either. JAson did such a number on me. I don't laugh, cry, feel anything at all actually. 

  Today However was a great day. I saw my Master and it was a great thing indeed. We met up at Union Station and had lunch together. This just made our day. His hands are so full right now, and for him to take the time to be with me was priceless for me. So good to see him and actually let me feel something. Love, Concern and peace.

  Well soon the concert will be over and I have to take these unorganized Children all over Delaware to be housed. I hope sometime this night I get some rest. I hope