Well it seems that Tom is really being a pill these days. Having been home for a few days with local runs and or being home at night after a run, I have seen that it is getting harder to take care of him here. He is weaker every day. His voice is gone then he tries to do stuff on his own and all e succeeds in doing is creating a lot more work for everyone. The tough part is knowing that real busy season for me is upon us. Carl cannot pick up Tom by himself anymore than I can. That is the rub. Tom will make Carl's life hard just because he can. That is not fair to Carl or to myself. I spend my time looking forward to the road just to be able to rest. The true peace I find out there is amazing. Life actually makes sense to me out there. Stupid is easy to spot and so is Professionalism. The view changes and life is good. I do not have to get to know people, just let them see what they need to or what I choose for them to see. That can be the good thing. No way for them them to hurt me. I can remain alone as it should be with very few that will I will allow to know who and what I am. A person is good and people are Sheep. They Panic at the drop of a hat while a person will use his curiosity to learn and understand. Fix what is wrong and continue what is right. When we are Sheep Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, and Moa happen. When we are A person, Cures for disease, Flight, Computers, and those that will fight what is wrong happen. I choose to be a person.