IT has been way to long again as always. THink s have just been that crazy and to be honest down right depressing. Tom's main merves in his legs have died. The Doctors have no idea why they did, or for that matter why he is even walking anymore. TOm was swimming and went to cros the pool and looked more like he was drwoning. When asked what happened he finally admitted that if he cannot see his feet, he can't walk. SO apperently he walks from memory only.
I tried my hand at entertainer coaches again. That went well.....NOT!! I got stiffed 1200.00 in the trip. SOme forey into that again. Needed the money too. Things are getting beyound tight and I am at wits end of what to do. The last alternitive is fast becoming the only one......OTR trucks again. I know that it will kill me in about 3 years or less. I have to do what I need to in order to survive and keep the house. Tom will be in a chair before a year has past. THe worst part is when I aked the Doctor the obvious, can it atttack the autonomic system, he said"ABSOULUTLY". So I could walk up one morning to find he stopped breathing. The nervous problem has progressed to affect his Bowels. So loss of control there is now afact of life. The one person I need ot talk to has his own life to worry about and I do not dare drop this on him. I miss him so much and know I should ask for his help, but HOW. Well time to get him to bed and then get ready for a nother road trip. I need help here and no where to look.
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