Well this is a long over due update on the old blog. Timely I think. The past few weeks has really b

 

Well this is a long over due update on the old blog. Timely I think. The past few weeks has really been eye opening to say the least.

    Tom has been having some real balance trouble, as well as the occasional swelling if his feet from time to time. Really really strange to say the least. Well it finally hit him to the point he went to the doctor and he took him off work for the rest of the week.The following week was he neurologist He was able to find that the neuropathy Tom has been experiencing has killed all feeling in his feet and legs(DUH!!). The new news is that is seems his spine is slow in processing messages to his legs and some other parts of his body as well. Thanks to the power above, it is not his autonomic system,just voluntary. To be as precise as possible,if I take 1 second to respond to input he takes at least 2. This we learned can be corrected by therapy. However this has put him in a bit of a panic attack. That along with him second guessing replacing the Neon with a Silverado pick-up for him, is making him irritable at best. He went on a rant of how this is just being selfish. Right replacing something to small for our needs with something he can drive and get in an out of is being selfish. RIGHT! I love him anyway and of course always will.

    There are times he seems to be planning to have things in order with out him around. Subtle but they are there. His need for total isolation from people is getting stronger to the point he hates to leave the house for any reason at all.He will go with out food and stuff like that and wait till I come I come in from a road to drop the bomb that we need everthing.He almost seems to be trying to stop living before he stops living. I hope I am reading more than there is into this, but I wonder