Wondering

I am fearing the fact I may have an answer to why the behavior of Tom has been as such. I have had my turn with this damn virus for the past year and half. I fear it may be Toms turn to face this and now I know why he has been over doing it. We shall see and I know that it would mean he juat cannot be with just one, but I hope I am wrong. I hope the behavior of late is because he is just him. Not because he is comensating that he may not be able to soon. It is amazing how this damn diease can affect every aspect of ones life, and those around them. Again I hope I am very very very wrong and that he is OK and not about to face an episode. Please God not him he has been through enough in his life, his first bought, his MOm's cancer and death. Then my almost passing away..twice. We shall see I guess.